Sun.Sand.Sea.

Sentosa x2 in 3 days. T'was a good escape from the usual hustle and bustle of city life, before we head back into the grind again (aka stinking school). I could do a repeat of this every week. Keep me in the shade and a few bottles of ice cold beer - that's all you need to keep me quiet.

There's something abt looking at clouds that calms me, all the time. 

First with the uni peeps; the very ppl who've walked the past 3 sems with me, and hopefully the subsequent few sems down the road. Boys as usual, being boys, entertained themselves by dragging/pulling/wrestling, doing whatever they can to get each other down (into the water). Amusing just to watch. Now I sound like an old woman, watching her kids at play.

Next for Princess Char's 23rd! No need for fancy parties or expensive gifts. Just good company, good food and many good laughs. I truly think it's a beautiful gift to have friends you can talk about more serious stuff and do the most retarded things tgt, all at the same time. Like how taking a harmless birthday video can have us planning and directing the whole thing like we were gna shoot a music video. Love how spontaneous all of us can get < 3

Birthday Selfie, Intruded. 

HFD.

So, ytd was Father's Day but I did nothing. No wishes no nothing. It wasn't a case of forgetting; I knew it was Father's Day and I rmb. But still, I said nothing. It was a case of absolute indifference. Do I feel bad abt slping thru' the entire afternoon and doing nothing? Yeah, maybe a little.

People around usually only have praises for my dad and tell me I'm so lucky or I'd be very lucky to find a husband like him, and all the time, I can only manage a pretentious smile and nod. It's not in my liberty to wash his dirty laundry on a social platform like this cos that wouldn't be fair and as much as I use this space to make sense of the mindless rambles I constantly have in my head, Idk who might stumble upon this and read something less than pleasant. Not that I don't appreciate my dad, I do. Not that I don't love him, I do.. But if only, I knew how to love him more. Anyhow, since its Father's day, I'll have something nice to say..

No doubt my dad is one who puts his family before himself and I truly appreciate that. It is his love (and my mother's) that taught me to be selfless, and I want to be someone like him. He taught me to give unconditionally, to give with a cheerful heart, with no expectations of returns. My dad has done exactly that for this family, way more than we've asked for and I am thankful. No matter what our aspirations, be it teaching or dancing, he is always 100% supportive. Doesn't matter that we're not the smartest kids in schools or smart enough to work as well-paid professionals, my dad always gives us his blessings in whatever we want to do. Now that I'm older (and more sensible I'd like to believe), he always tell me of the times I was in secondary school and what a handful I was and how he (along with my mum) was genuinely feeling helpless abt what to do with me. But yet, those ugly years didn't stop him from loving this daughter of his. Sidetracking, honestly, I have every right to believe they're exaggerating the whole thing cos com'on, I was such an angel. I know of real tyrants and my parents think I'm one?? Who they try'na kid!

In short, I wished I was that proud daughter who wants a husband just like her daddy.. Though I don't openly show how much I appreciate all that you've sacrificed for this family, Happy Father's Day nonetheless and Thank You for giving us nothing short of the best. 

I wish I never knew..

❄❄.

Everyone with their own busy lives to live, it's never as easy as hanging out after school anymore. With age and busy schedules, I've learnt to appreciate the beauty of wkends spent with ppl who matter. It doesn't have to be a day packed with the most exciting activities or snapping up the best deals in town; it's not all that anymore. 

I was in PJ for less than a yr but I'm thankful for the small handful I've crossed paths with. This girl's all grown up now and I truly appreciate how I've so much to learn from her; even if she doesn't realize that. 

Thankful for this girl :>

Rant Ave.

The morning started on a terrible note. This particular woman makes me sooooo mad, all the friggin' time. And she takes it up notch a each time - honestly Idk how anyone's capable of that so, kudos to you bitch. I'll refrain from mentioning names or spilling too much in case I get myself into a legal dispute but forgive me, I reallyx100 need an avenue to vomit my guts out.

Firstly, for someone your age (she's prolly as old as my momma), pls hold your titties and don't pretend to be unexcited (or in fact very excited) abt your younger colleagues. Secondly, not in front of your students, fo'sure. And then you repeat the story to another colleague. Professionalism - 0. I get it that maybe you think that may up your coolshitz~ factor among the girls but... Thirdly, school programs are planned way in advance. So excuses for unpreparedness is a deffo no-go. Pushing the blame to everything else and everyone else is so child's play, grow up maybe?

Gahaha bitching feels so gd; I do this so much better than churning essays~ So now, Imma put it all behind me but I'd appreciate a better act the next time. That would prolly save you a whole lot of gagging and eye-rollin' from me, womanz. It's ok if you're no gd at everything, just be professional, that's the very least you could offer. Pls and Thankyou.

But of cos, there's certainly some gd in every bad. So yes, the afternoon spent at the dementia care centre was lovely. One of my regrets in life is that my conversing in dialects is hopeless, and I am not even kidding. 90% of the time I could only manage "uhhs" and "mms" and laughing at every damned thing. The other 10% I tried so hard to repeat after them or tell them something totally off-topic with my extremely limited dialect vocab. Like this old lady went on and on abt something I couldn't grasp, and I replied with "your blouse is so pretty". Useless x Hopeless -.- Someone pls practice conversing in dialects with me pretty pls?