What A Joke.

Life is sucha funny thing. It's barely 35 days into the new year and I'm already half amused with what these days have been up to. Where do I even begin.. When life decides to steer you in the exact opposite direction of your choice.

I decided that modeling just isn't my cuppa tea; that I should just give up the idea and start looking for a legit job like a responsible 24 yr old, to feed my constantly rumbling stomach and stop depending on my poor folks. So on I go, looking for a job. And then out of nowhere, I start getting more testshoots than before and clinched a contract for somewhere else later part in the year. All the while I was bumming when school was out since last October, nothing happened.  All these just had to happen after I decided its quits. #JokeNo.1

So I said I've been looking for a job yes? Not actively but yes, I try a bit. Shot a couple of emails to organizations overseas and basically just waited. And waited. My heart skips 10 beats in anticipation each time I hear the buzz of an incoming email. Gave up waiting for any sorta reply, even a rejection; nothing ever came. Couple months on, decided to take on a part time job instead. Second day of training for this new job, an email came in and I check my phone as usual. And I nearly wanted to snort out loud at the reply; which basically asked to send in more documents for one of the overseas organization I've applied for. What more perfect timing could I have asked for this reply. "Right after accepting this new job was the most perfect of course", thought life. #JokeNo.2

I simply do not, and cannot, understand what good or lessons is life trying to educate me by playing such jokes. It's not even funny and I can't laugh. Have not come to a conclusion if these happenings are better this way but I guess I'll have to wait out and see..