Matter

Like a wave it came crashing down, unexpected of course, in every sense of the word. And fk, I am not ok, but I'd probably have answered otherwise. The biggest disappointment is thinking you have it all under control when in fact it's nothing near. Did the math, and it just feels like I lost a bit of me along the way. Where do I go from here, with a route mapped out, only to realize t'was all a make-up in my head.

With a door closed in your face, He'd open another but I don't see no any other.
I am lost// I am broken// I am foolish.. I am everything I never painted myself for the world to see.



#Never remain bitter about things.
I.Am.Ok.

Inhibitions.

01.03.2012.

Clearest I had of a mind probably; & I conclude that I am my own biggest obstacle. Thru' the yrs, in and out of bonds, I have never wanted to come clean with the scars that laid within. I say its the refusal to face vulnerability in the eye.

Fused.

Tap

1. Hi. I dont mean to scare you, but will you be my friend?

2. Two frumpy looking balls within a picturesque backdrop.

3. The horse made my mother puke/My ankle cracked a couple times I hobbled the rest of the trip.

4. She smiles awkwardly.

5. I would marry him and carry him around in my pockets.

6. And still very much a paedophile/I had trouble telling them apart for a minute or two.

7. I swear to you this picture is fake/I am pretty much a walking disaster with no fashion sense or color-coordination skills whatsoever.

8. No, You've never seen a dog bigger than this.

9. Yes, its a dog. No, its not a mascot.

9. The old but very wonderful bunch.

10. A few months lag (could've been more), but this post exist bcos I simply refuse to get any work done and bcos Im badass like that.

Lull.

"With Silence Favor Me"



Tame

I rmb wanting to polarize (Idk if Im using this right) every other picture I had cos it made it seem cooler, trying to act all artsy-fartsy-phaaill~ Everytime I have nothing better to do, or rather refusing to get started on my work, I look thru' old albums. Must admit I do miss the rollin' gd ol'e times, I looked happier then..

kthxbye.boredom.killz.

Traces

The pain of searing loss.. Prolly the most tiring five days all yr round, but a (wo)man's gta do what a (wo)man's gta do. Life started to end, some quicker some slower.

 

 

Gems

And its this obsession with the view from above that I can't explain. New kicks, new tricks maybe? 

Fret