Yeap, another 365 days has just whizzed past. Not a single day did time stop for me or any of us for that matter, to catch our breath. And trust me when I say the next 365 days isn't gna get by any slower. As far as my memory hasn't failed me, I rmb each day getting by quicker than ever before. 2015 will be just another story of yester-years in a blink!
Looking back, 2014 was a complete blur, in all honesty. The most recent or only event that I can barely be proud of was to be done with Uni. It isn't so much a big deal cos I took the easy way out and cut short my stint in school, which really isn't anything to brag. That aside, I don't rmb anything else of 2014. It's truly a tragic thought to have let days slipped by you with nothing to look back on fondly, and the days are gone forever. Well, 2014 is gone forever and no one's ever gna be able to deny that.
Haven't chanced upon or hear abt any less than optimistic views of entering the new year so, call me a wet blanket.. I hated it when we crossed into the new year. I hated it that it was 2015 fur'realz. I can't put a finger to what exactly, but I really really really (and I must really mean business when I have so many 'reallys' in a sentence) didn't wna live past 2014. But life is a funny thing~ Am still upset and sulking like a sore brat ha ha #notamusing.
2015 holds so much uncertainties. Am I even ready to deal with this?? This is probably by far the most clueless and possibly helpless I have ever been in my almost 24 years. Part of me wants so much to leave everything behind and take root somewhere else. This option is up for some serious consideration. Till a decision is made, may each passing day be an easier one for err'body!!
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