έλεος.

A wk on and I still cannot come to terms with my own hypocrisy. Might take another two or three wks, or maybe this guilt is here to stay. Imagine your bestfriend smacked in front of you, and you blatantly go on to deny knowing him/her at all. Sounds like a legit joke to crack? Maybe once or twice, yes. Do it each time someone asks abt your bestfriend, even the funniest joke wouldn't be funny anymore.

I have sinned and this disgust eats me.

Anyhows, ain't got nothing but thanks and praise for the last few wks, which has been nothing short of amazeballs ^^ First church camp in yrs, and absolutely no regrets!