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Free time means thinking. Thinking means over-thinking. Over-thinking means Nat goes cray. Not sure if its some sort of hormonal change going on somewhere but these emotions are starting to get a little out of hand. And fear creeps up every single damned night (of late). It takes me hrs from the time my head hits the pillows before I can fall aslp. It's starting to scare me how I have to try so hard to fall aslp; I don't enjoy lying awake.

Now, where do I begin..

I promised 2013 will be good. I am a fighter (but really, I am tired).