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Free time means thinking. Thinking means over-thinking. Over-thinking means Nat goes cray. Not sure if its some sort of hormonal change going on somewhere but these emotions are starting to get a little out of hand. And fear creeps up every single damned night (of late). It takes me hrs from the time my head hits the pillows before I can fall aslp. It's starting to scare me how I have to try so hard to fall aslp; I don't enjoy lying awake.

Now, where do I begin..

I promised 2013 will be good. I am a fighter (but really, I am tired).

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I have an incurable disease.

Peas.

And so I've been trying to lose 'em humps and bumps but boyyyy, nothing's working. Gym sesh, swim dips, hot yoga, cutting down on snacks and fried food isn't working its magic, at all. I think turning 22 has taken its toil on me. Being old(er) is no fun.

With Cny in just a couple of days, doomed is thee. Woe to me!

This baby is all grown up now and imo, she makes a fantabulous modz~ Now that we're talking abt modeling, this father of mine has been very shameless recently. He couldn't make it any more obvious of his desires to be back in the scene as well; so of cos he was more spontaneous than ever when I had to take casting shots. Lo' and behold, this lucky man landed himself his first shoot after his first casting! And can I add, they pay really well also. Can only dream of that pay cheque~