Hello, June.

Hasn't been the best past three months (of school), but I'm glad its all over for a bit. Hello 3 wks break! \^.^/ Started the first day of hols with an agency shoot and I can't wait to see the end product!

We couldn't look like the hot angmohs, but we make damn gd ugly asians.

Those heels...were a bitch to balance in.

母亲.

So willingly being silly for me < 3

Everyone's posting/posted Mother's Day msges all over social media, and I am a copycat (albeit a few days late). Just the other day, I had to attend a course with a gd friend of my mum's. Over lunch, we were just casually chatting and the next minute I found myself fighting back the waterworks but failed (so bloody embarrassing).

Honestly, I barely rmb how I was like as a teenager. I wasn't the best definitely, but I don't rmb how terrible I was. So this friend of my mum's was sharing with me that my mother used to tell her how much trouble and heartache I was bringing to her, often leaving her feeling lost and crying. It was the toughest years she had to see thru'. Then recently, they were in Switzerland on a holiday tgt and y'know when you put a few aunties tgt, they either gossip or talk abt their families or both.. And so! This mother of mine can't be any more glad that her terrible daughter is finally wising up.

TQ for having loved and still loving this undeserving daughter of yours. Besides the one above, no one is gna love me as selflessly as you do, even at my worst. 

xx

黑 | Hei.

@captaintallie

So upsetting that I am here in Sg and I can't do anything my for the lil one in NZ; who's having a hard time coping with sch assignments, work, crappy ppl, being alone, and everything else in between. But I just want you to know that your 大姐大 is here to listen to your rants and cries any time, for as long as you want. I'd do anything for you, even if I've to sell my body to buy a ticket to get to you (ok no, I'd just borrow moolahs from your parents). But yeah, you mean that much to me and I want you to feel better soon < 3

You can hold onto me for anything & everything, always.

& I love you even though you always try and be cool like me.

Now you tower over me instead, but I'll always unleash my inner ahlian for you.