Double Trouble.

We fight, we hate, we practically drive each other up the wall..

But deep down, there's this chemistry no one would break. So much lovin' for this lil giant of mine..

Tips.

Drunken words, drunken stupor. Foolish ways. 

Caught.

In abt two wks, Ill be done with my internship with Two Queens and Idk if I should be happy. I rmb how when I first started, I was more than eager to be done. But right now, I can't say the same. 2.5 months in only and feels like I've known them forever. Its been more than a great flight with the Fly team ^.^

hehe my all-time favv picture! 

Tensed.

I'd love to have my plates cleared and filled again, only this time with the dishes I pick. Then again, maybe my tumz just isn't constructed for second servings.

I scare myself with the beast within.

Dazed.

Each day is a struggle, down in the dumps one min, and slightly better the next. In the presence of ppl, I try to look so fine, then when Im all alone I crumble so bad. I lose my appetite, I lose my focus, I lose myself along the way, while its just so damn hard on my side, they have it so easy on theirs, feasting like its the new yr's. What for make life so miserable for myself when no one else gives two hoots; I have no ans.

I try, I really do, but not hard enough it seems. Idk how long or if I'd even ever save myself from this rut; never have I felt this helpless. It fking hurts and I can't even lie abt being ok anymore. I question my sanity, but may it not be for long.

Humans, I will never fathom thee.

Trance.

Maybe if I kept myself busy all the time..

Mist

Just maybe.

Quaint.

The Quiet Within.

Change.